do you know it when you just have sometimes the imagination of perfect love? i mean, you imagine it so much that it hurts. and books and tumbler arent that helpful.
its sad, in some way.
but, well, you still have the hope, for the chance that the love will come someday.
often, imagination is a lot better than reality.
just be happy about the things you imagine, hope they will come true one day, but never expect anything.
that will just make you broken.